LOOK HOW LONG MY FRINGE IS
please ignore my face.

Happy Holidays everyone! ♥

What About Me?

What About What I want?

Britney Spears - Toxic (Glee Version)

I dont understand. I really dont. Maybe im wrong , maybe my feelings are wrong but seriously? Seriously? Are you kidding me? Why are you calling him? Your temporary subtitute la kan. You could have called me instead of him jugak kan? Nak cakap dengan i 5 minutes pon tak tahan, dengan dia sampai satu jam? Apakah? You barely know him! Tak paham tau. Sebenarnya, bukan nak kisah ke apa. Ugh. Screw this shit. My life is exhausting. Goodbye all.

Who Would've Thought?

Hi Im at mi casa ~ My whole family is here heehee. except for one of my aunts and her family. Okay, i know. Doesnt count as whooole. They're playing 360, i am here blogging about my life. Lifeless much? i guess you can say so. My infant brother is soooo cute :') Maybe my favorite sibling now. Might go and watch social network tmrrw! Yay. I havent seen am and zamil for so long :O i thought maybe they would look more um, Older. Yes. Havent changed much. Might sleep over cousin's. Okay imma go.

You were like coming up for fresh air. It's like I was drowning and you saved me.

Begging For Mercy

You know the feeling how when people hurt you, you want to hurt them back? When the last thing you want to do is make them feel what you feel. The last thing you would want to do, is to hurt them. But you just go ahead and do it. Thinking that its good to make them feel what they gave you. Hurt. Pain. In the end, you too got hurt. This time, much much worse. You just wanted to get away, to get out of it. It got you back. Karma's a bitch. Revenge is a Bitch. You wish you could take everything that you did to hurt that person.
For instance, using my example. I would say that when that particular person doesn't call you. Forgets you. Leaves a couple of messages telling you where his at and that maybe 'he might not bloody reply.' Mmhm. Or that he saw a girl , mistakenly, assumingly, who looks like you. And just suddenly remember. Like you were there at the back of his head the second time that day, the second time he texted. Saying 'Hey , where you at? Are you blablablabla?' While you were at home waiting for that person to just say 'Hey, are you alright? I know we haven't kept in touch and i missed you.' But he didn't. instead, he dragged it till midnight. He calls you, said that we could talk for a while cause he needed to sleep. While you were up the night before, waiting for him to just call. WHEN IN HELL, SLEEPING WAS THE LAST THING YOU WOULD WANT TO DO. The next day, the same thing happens. Except, there was a tad bit change. He never texted. You thought that this just might be the last straw. So yes, he agreed. In terms, that it was best for both of us. You won the fight, i lost the battle. Lesson? When you're hurt, you want to hurt harder who's hurting you. But i'll tell you, it will hurt you even more. Believe me, i dont want to hurt you. Because what hurts you. Hurts me more.

Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky